i still care for u as my friend

(Alcohol/beers are my best friends) "只有烧酒是我的好朋友"

What can i do now?
i feel so.... totally in responsibility for this~
erm... to think about it, am i suppose to be responsible about this?
How to move my next piece on chess board?
Im feeling guilty...
flip side of d coin~
hey why should i be guilty of it?
wasn't me to force him to drink.
i've been trying to talk to him~ but not much response..
i wouldn't know about it until i read the group blog.

full of thoughts running in my head now..
my heart "cries" when i got to understand the meaning chinese words.
because i still treat him as my friend! i still care for him but why are you doing that to yourself?
sigh~~~~ i have no comment for that...