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unexpected situation arose from no where
unexpected excuses were given
unknown intention yet to be found
never underestimate the power of human mind
never make attributions based on age
All were just mind tricks to manipulate

watch out for fishy situation
if someone attempt to get close to you
think thrice and never establish easy-going trust
it could be deadly

I have not experience it but thank goodness
I've been warned before putting my hands on it
thank goodness...
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dislike grapevines~
why bother gossiping about another person's issue and MAGNIFY it?
it's degrading yourselves and it's feeding u with no benefit.
what's more, seeing only one side of the coin and making conclusion over it.
blaming others from what you "seen" and telling the entire world solely based on what you've "seen".
your position is so damn high, tonnes of respects for you and YET, this how your real-self are like. Revealing your true colours ain't it?
Fully utilize the brain, don't ignore the left side. Perhaps, you need to train yourself how to use the left brain. I'll recommend you "Left-brain exercise for Dummies"
could someone please understand my current situation? IN DEAD SHIT!
people are abusing with power, ranking, and majority. BUT THEY HAVE LEFT OUT THE TRUTH!
people with power, rules, ignore the truth..
yea right~ hello~ IF you are smart enough then please bother to listen to BOTH sides of the coin, and then only find out solution for it. and not making it worse.
I am IN great anger now, even though I am not the one in trouble, I am not the innocent scape goat either BUT I am the only one who knew+saw the truth. And that is my close friend! You Are Involving MORE and MORE innocent souls into this matter. If This prolonged, the section will collapse, and You're Diffusing it to entire band. All PP SC knew! They Aren't suppose to know, Aren't suppose to get hands into another person's PRIVATE LIFE! understand me? it's private life! Puhleaseeeee Respect them~~ you think power can overthrown anything you want? and why are SC PP bother to spread the news? Sake of Pleasure? huh? Seeing innocent people in trouble and getting entertained by it? Sadist!
I trusted you wrongly, I shouldn't look up so high on you.
Sigh~
Have Mercy on them please!! Be Emphatic please!! You're Wise Enough to Think Smarter. And If this issue is being brought up for a court case, it will be tremendously dramatic.

Will Someday Get Haunted By Guilt!
What Goes Around Comes Around~
You Will Be Responsible For What You've Done
Don't Ever Try To Lie
Two Faces Doesn't Solve Your Problem
Simple Sorry Will Do but U're In still in The State of Denial
We tried to help you, but you wouldn't appreciate it..
We've Tried our best and Ended Up Being BLAMED in return
THANK YOU for treating us so nice~


TRUTH SPEAKS FOR THEMSELVES!

i still care for u as my friend

(Alcohol/beers are my best friends) "只有烧酒是我的好朋友"

What can i do now?
i feel so.... totally in responsibility for this~
erm... to think about it, am i suppose to be responsible about this?
How to move my next piece on chess board?
Im feeling guilty...
flip side of d coin~
hey why should i be guilty of it?
wasn't me to force him to drink.
i've been trying to talk to him~ but not much response..
i wouldn't know about it until i read the group blog.

full of thoughts running in my head now..
my heart "cries" when i got to understand the meaning chinese words.
because i still treat him as my friend! i still care for him but why are you doing that to yourself?
sigh~~~~ i have no comment for that...

Bon Voyage

sentimental songs always the top choice
love the piano melodies T_T
good bye my love~ i know u like this song too
i only care about u~ i know u like this too
we played it together~ we know~

no matter how much mistakes u did
no matter how much lies u created
no matter how much attention seek
no matter how much love u seek
I don't give it a damn shit
but one thing i know, u're special and deserve for another chance.
I'll give u tonnes of chances to make a better change in you.
i know u will...someday...

you made me realize this fact
now that u're leaving us behind
and might not even be back..

we'll be waiting you for the next concert with us..
remember our deal? promised..
dun cry la soh poh...
feii yung..
pauline..
lee tai..
i will miss you..

Close To You~

happy!
sad!
happy!
sad!
ROJAK!

^______^
happy for concert sad for PY...goodbye my love~ she's leaving~ this might b our last time performing together~ T____T soh poh~~~~
dun cry~
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we really had heart to heart talk, discover that friendship means ALOT to u~
u've lost ur friendship of 10yrs, cuz of some mishap, took his life within seconds! it's hard to have someone who r close to u, understands u. rare~ like wad u mentioned:

"but for me... it is one in a million,no matter I am... I will always think of you..for me money is important but another thing that always flow in mind is the most important.my worries of people around me.my dear, I am feeling better after recharge battery from you.i love fysb is because of gohonzon... you... PY... hugsssssssssssssssss.my close ones.only you know why I did that,others wont understand.let me give you a reall hugssssssssssssss.my shoulder is always there for you.if cry then cry together la.in times I wiill think prob like it is mine,eevn it is your problem I will think that is my problem.I think you know me for so long"

Precious friendship shall be cherished~ ^_^

i'll be there for u when u need me,
i'll be there for u anytime.

*tuning in to "goodbye my love" and "i only care about u*

"why do birds, suddenly appear? everytime, u walked by...just like me, they longed to be close to u..."

September 6th, Saturday...

Got sick of reading newspaper's headline on politics..
darn darn darn! Injustice law, poor enforcement. Self-centered leaders ruling country, only seeking for personal benefits and not for the nation. Faking up issues and trying to shun away one another. All those faking propagandas, crocodile tears, and lame promises are jeopardizing their reputation. Hello~~~~~ if really wana do so, pls, use some brain and make it REAL! duhh!! -_-"
No more confidence in current ruling party.

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Total exhausted~ mentally+physically..
band prac for entire day is truly taxing. darn~ Mr Lee "you guys played like shit today!"
Yes indeed, playing on stage is nerve-wrecking, psychologically was nervous. Why?
Perhaps not much effort and confidence to make it right. And the sense of responsibility of each player towards every note played. LOOK and PLAY carefully on those articulations, and no more counting mistakes. "a bar/semiquaver rest is also playing a song, take it seriously and not for granted". Concert in 2weeks time, need more prac~ "you need more air support, focus on your diaphragm". Make it right right now, else it would just be another meaningless performance.

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Doubting a lil.. Just do it laaaaaa -_-"

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Rosalind in the Forest of Arden is currently wrapping up my day~
Its gentleness, great interaction between sections, dynamic flows and indeed mesmerizing for me.

im tired... but im satisfied and had a meaningful day. =)
perhaps we need to foster better bond with every comrades in band.
"Look to ur left... and to ur right... shake their hand... and say I LOVE YOU"